Are you okay? Am I okay? Are we okay?

Assalamualaikum.


Are you okay?

What happened?

Are the memories kept coming back?

Are you having a hard time?

What are those smiles?

How's life?

How's your migraine?


there are so many things that I would like to ask you.

but there are limits to what I can from what I want.


Suddenly I can't access to your blog.

The place where I learned a lot about you.

Maybe there is an explanation to it.

If the choice you made is because of me,

If I ever annoyed you even for a second,

I apologize.

If not I still want to apologize for everything that I may irks you.

Now I decided to focus on my studies, InsyaALLAH.

Pray for me.

But I will never forget all of this, InsyaALLAH.


If we're fated to meet again,
I'll pray for ALLAH to ease everything.


May ALLAH bless us.
till then,
Lots of love.